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[Feb. 20th, 2007|10:20 pm] |
i don't want to be the reason your son's never coming home.
i don't want to be the reason your wife wont come home from the market.
i don't want to be the reason your daughter was killed on her way home from school.
but yet i am.
you are the reason why family sleeps in fear.
my peers don't understand me
my peers don't see the distruction you've caused.
the killings, the raping, the horror.
so i will saddly bite the bullet.
so i will close my eyes when the lights go black over your village.
who ever reads this and knows me...you have no idea that burden rests on my shoulders. this is not some fucking toby keith anthem. this is a simple 20 year scared shitless. take it was you will. godspeed from afar. |
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[Feb. 14th, 2007|06:55 pm] |
i started classes today.
125 more days till i'm home!
i leave for arizona may 30th.
class seems like it will be fun...but REALLY hard.
its way to cold to function....i cant wait for it to warm up.
i love owen.
there is some rumors i might get to come home a few days early? i'm trying not to put much water in them...but its hard.
i need to study.
i'm surprisingly in a good mood. i think its because i'm straight with the man upstairs. each day things happen to me in a good way that only would happen because of him...before i never had this good of luck.
well i need to go do my two hours of studying a night |
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[Feb. 12th, 2007|10:07 pm] |
I'm alive.
basic sucked...lost weight....can do one armed push ups.
fell in love.
life is going well.
can't complain.
tech school is long.
but i work on jets all day.
july 2nd
heaven.
its what i day dream about.
maggie is rad |
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[Oct. 5th, 2006|11:23 pm] |
I LOVE WHISKEYTOWN.
deal with it. |
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[Sep. 29th, 2006|01:15 am] |
sometimes i feel like a complete bro when i talk about the air force to my friends because they're all indierocker crap and i dunno just love airplanes...is that bad? i'm not saying im a bro and im not saying im not a indie kid cuz i am...but i just love airplanes and cars like too fast too furious...if those are my worst traits i'm sitting pretty well hahahaha.
love always erik. |
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[Sep. 4th, 2006|10:00 pm] |
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Hello livejournal. you are boring. |
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[Jul. 25th, 2006|01:40 pm] |
she'll walk by in a seemingly stable fashion and she'll grab you by the skin on your bones but you wont listen to a word of caution speaking out loud all her intent and you'll wake up staring into eyes wondering who was there
who i could have been is last thing on your mind
on ride. |
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[Jul. 10th, 2006|11:06 am] |
new blog on myspace.
read it. |
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[Jul. 6th, 2006|04:25 pm] |
i got hired at menards.
10.60 what what.
35 hours a week.
goodbye debt. |
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[Jul. 6th, 2006|01:26 am] |
i'm happy.
deal with it.
im going to be in d-town tomorrow..so will alex, myself and maggie. (maybe chris).
whos hanging out with us.
217 553 1717 |
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[Jul. 5th, 2006|12:09 pm] |
i hope you're safe today..i still care about you. i love how kids think they need to tell me when they see you and what you're doing.
this weekend has been amazing.........seriously.
i got a new phone...my old ones speaker went out... i have the same number..just not your numbers!
so.. leave me your numbers
speaking of that whole sprint thing...that was an ordeal for sure....i spent so many hours at the sprint store[s] i had to go back and forth...at least i made friends with the really hot girl that works there named aimee... |
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[Jun. 29th, 2006|11:48 am] |
i wish we could be friends.
im staying over with the greenwood boys this weekend. woot.
i think i may go visit WI soon. i miss those kids.
so leigh ann IM'd me yesterday..random. i think we're going to hang out?! randomx2 oh well she was a awesome friend befor we dated..that'd be sweet if were friends like sophomore year.
i need more friends people...sign up. |
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[Jun. 28th, 2006|05:35 pm] |
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| | hopeful | ] | so "eraser" by park is pretty much amazing.
dang being friends would be so amazing. i don't even know how to go about being able to do that..
if you have any ideas let me know...just keep it mind her guard is high, and rightfully so.
like for real this time, i don't want anything other then to be friends, like shes an amazing person and to be able to talk to her is amazing. when she returned my call yesterday, she made everything better.
im staying strong..i fell off and gave up for about a month but friendship is better then nothing to me |
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[Jun. 27th, 2006|09:40 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | bored | ] | p.s. cursives happy hollow is an amazing album. i just got it |
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